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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:30:25 GMT

Anger

By Kazz Falcon

Anger built up inside of me

I can’t stand this person

He really gets on my nerves

I wished he go away

Before we dished it out

The anger I felt for him

It reached a boiling point

A point where I may do him in

Everywhere I turned to

There he was

Bringing my good name down

My reputation was at stake

He ruined my life through rumors

I want to knife him to death

Cut him up on a million pieces

That slut was going to pay

The damage he caused me

He won’t have the last laugh

I don’t allow him to

His time was coming to an end

Anger

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:29:31 GMT

Fear

By Kazz Falcon

Fear

Dear old friend

Hear me

“I have ears for God, my survival strength.”

I shy away from you

I may not have a fighting body

The days I faced you

I won’t ever back down

I really don’t have to

I had God in my life

He made me stronger

I forsaken my weakness

God was a force to be reckon with

Trouble looked into my eyes

I was so glad it won’t be too long

They backed down, seeing God

They don’t have a fighting chance against us

Please! We were too strong

Sleaze, so long

I looked at them

They were all shook up from my eyes

I cooked my dear old friend, fear

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:25:07 GMT

Forsaken My Life

By Kazz Falcon

Forsaken My Life

I can’t make it

Take me away, dear Lord

The lake drowned me

This duck flew to nowhere

My luck is down

Nobody would find me

Somebody ought to

I fought till the last straw

I lost the fighting battle

It cost my life

I was forced to stay nowhere

I went astray, the way to nowhere

Somewhere out there

I gave up everything including my life

I want a lot in life

Then again, a knife destroyed me

What’s the use to live?

I abused this life once too often

I used to think…

Please take me away till

I forsaken my life

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:21:20 GMT

Feeling Empty Inside

By Kazz Falcon

Feeling Empty Inside

I couldn’t block it from the outside

Wouldn’t I know it?

Shouldn’t it be so easy?

This man doesn’t want a relationship

I won’t be depressed

The other fishes was in the sea,

Swimming for the same thing

Love takes time to find

Do I mind?

I jumped into it fast

The new one didn’t last

I ended up in the same position

Feeling empty inside

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:20:22 GMT

Going Nowhere

By Kazz Falcon

Going Nowhere

I stuck at the same place

My so-called luck

I was against the wall

The deals was falling beneath me

I can’t see far

The wall was still going up

It really steamed me mad

Beam me up, Scotty

You was my only escape from depression

The grapes turned into sour wine

I can’t taste the reality of my dreams

They slipped away

I kissed them goodbye

I missed my faith too

It kept me going strong

I wept

The dreams disappeared along with the faith

I feared I wouldn’t make it

I saw it clearly

I was going nowhere

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:18:42 GMT

Frowns

By Kazz Falcon

Frowns

Why was I so down?

Life can’t be that bad

There’s no reason to be sad

I was living the good life

I gave it my best shot

The rest fell into its place

The wall tore down

Pouting wasn’t doing me any good

I must remained happy

God was with me through tough times

It can’t be that rough

I hooked onto smiles

They was good for my soul

HEY!!!

No more frowns

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:15:25 GMT

Smile

By Kazz Falcon

Smile

It’s been a while

Since I saw you smile

Ma always told me

“Smiles are what people like to see.”

Maybe they’ll start smiling too

And have a life without being blue

Turn your frown

Upside down

I was burning to see you smile

Please turn it on for a while

No sharp knife can take it away

Let nothing keep your smile at bay

Smiles make me smile

Spread them around by the mile

Your smile makes my dead soul sing

Fills me with love, happy thoughts, everything

Your laughter and smile moves me to a higher beat

A place of no defeat

It’s been a while

Since I saw you smile

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 16:11:47 GMT

A Little Bit Of Drugs

By Kazz Falcon

A little bit of drugs

I had some while I partied with friends.

I felt so relax

It gave me renew energy

I had an awesome time

I had never felt this good before

The energy was excellent for dancing

I could keep on and on and on

I would groove to the beat

I should live it up a little

I was raised that drugs was wrong

I grew older and wiser

My life wouldn't be a huge mess

The drugs were under control

I had power over the drugs

It was okay to do the drugs

I was in a fabulous mood

A little bit of drugs

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 16:09:14 GMT

A Major Crack Head

By Kazz Falcon

A Major Crack Head

His name was Jack

He does drugs

He don’t want hugs

I won’t give him any money

He lived for pot

I let him rot till he sees the light

He wasn’t bright

The drugs clouded his mind

I might have a kind heart

He’s just on a drug wave

Must he keep on?

He can’t sleep that often

I won’t for him

I do care deep inside

He gets it from some people

The drugs was his downfall

His life was against the wall

Drugs was his only interest

His name was Jack

A major crack head

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 16:08:23 GMT

All Alone

By Kazz Falcon

All Alone

I was stoned

It was a foolish thing to do

I thought it’s cool

My pool of friends swam away

May the power of God look after me?

I laid in tears

Nobody was here to put me on track

Sorrows won’t bring back my friends

Tomorrow

They believed I changed for the worse

I was not the same person they once know

I became unhappy and depressed

Being wild slapped everybody in the their faces

Nobody gives a damn

I was living all alone